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| Nor do I know how to creativly start this something that makes me think so much...recently or should I say for that past cuple months I've been emotionaly safe idk why the sudden rush of emotion now over well what ever last night I went out had fun spent time with josh he was more than sweet but I miss danny so much its one of those things you tell everyone your fine with but secretly don't enjoy the feeling that you miss them cause it means your weak or so I see it that way I sometime get all teary eyed over it cause I wish I could go back and hold him and be with him I still feel sorry for what I did I was so confused I don't really have anything else to say tonight | | |
| When your heart brakes, it could sometimes grow back crooked, it grows back twisted and gnarled and hard... even as you change you still have longing but now you just look for some one who's heart is a gnarled as yours.
A lot has happened since I last wrote on here, there was some problems that came up cause of me with Danny and one of his friends as I thought we were only seeing each other he blamed me for playing with his heart what I thought was the right choice was wrong again... Danny wasn't what he seamed and moved on as fast as possible and I went back to being alone and thinking on what could have been if I had gone for fernie his friend, although all we do now is argue about everything, and he keeps shoving me into a friend category I don't want to be in, makes me so jeluse that I feel like he leads me on and then nothing ever going to happen I might be going about this all wrong and put my self down for some one and I just want to give up
Moving on, well sort of! this last Friday I went out to the bar and Danny walked by and said hi I said hello and then he kissed my cheek and neck and I just froze up and moved away I've worked to hard to be a rebound for a fifth time
After the bar had closed down he was standing with his friend crying I felt so bad for the guy, like no one should have to go through a broken heart granted I know he wasn't crying cause of me but still I hate when people cry
Idk what else to do sorrythins blog was borring I'm having not such a good time right now | | |
| I wish you'd call...
I wish your not like anyone else I've met
I wish I was in the know
How can anyone be so sweet
And why haven't I met you sooner
Ill wait
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| Decode
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win
You're losing sight
All the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(I'm screaming, "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true | | |
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